Boys, Boys, Boys

Where to start..... the thing with boys is that they will hate you one second love you the next then compleatly ignore you its like some kind of sick game. the worst part of it all is when they tell you they love you and then go and leave on you compleatly out of no where. then you find yourself changing just for them and they never notice. after youve been broken up for a little they send you mixed signals one day your best friends the next your flirting then you get ignored whats that about? i wish i understood them. i wish that when youd change your hair or make-up or even clothes for them that just once theyd take a second look and rember. Remeber why they once loved you. I hope when they see you it would kill them on the inside. I hope theyd beg on their knees just to have you back. To promise to be better and actully mean it. But in reality we all know thats not going to happen. so we hold on to the memories we once had the painful ones the happy ones the angry ones and the scared ones. We keep holding on.